Bleah! I feel disgusted right now. I don't know why either.


I'm fucking sick of the major cold war between my parents. Nono, it's not a war. I don't know what it is. My parents are not in a war, it's already like a ceasefire. But somehow someone might just step on a land mine and everything would blow up, it's just not knowing when.

Dad asks if we would want to go Japan over the holidays. My mum said something over dinner, like, "My office is understaffed in the month of june, I don't think I can go."
LIKE DUH. You can't go because you don't wish to go. Such a liar. It's no wonder I keep lying like it's the only right thing to do.

With dad working in China, coming back once every 6 months for about just 2 weeks, sms-ing only me like once a fortnight, how great. He focuses on his work and rakes in thousands a month.
It's a good thing right? I know. Hence, I don't have to see my dad for half a year and I get a higher than average standard of living than others. People know me as a materialistic bitch who believes that money can make the world go round.







I'm just wallowing self-pity because I'm pissed. Let me be.